{ LOOKBOOK } ...and our rusted hearts begin to beat again.

♪♫ I'm sure that the heart I left behind
still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search
people vanish into the infinite darkness. ♫♪

♪♫ Fukai Mori - Do As Infinity ♫♪

I was going to rant about clothes and looks in this post, but since I'm not in ten mood, I'll leave that for another day.

I wore this last Sunday to go for a walk to the woods with my family, I wanted to pick some pine cones to decorate the house for Christmas, something I haven't done yet; I don't know if out of laziness or I just don't feel it this year.

These last days have been a disaster, I'm really, really sad. Last Thursday my husband brought home a puppy that a former employee gave to him since she knew how much he loved the Basset Hound breed. The woman wasn't the breeder, someone gave it to her and then us. The puppy is supposed to be pure breed but is not registered, which is weird (I don't really care about breeds, really, I like mutts better), and it supposedly have all the vaccines and everything else. But when she arrived (the puppy is girl) she was in her bones and looked so tired. Then next day we took her to the vet, just to find out she has parvovirus, which is terrible for puppies since it's a deadly disease.

It's been two days since she's been admitted, and while she's stable and there are no signs of her worsening, the doctors won't say anything to get our hopes high.

Now I'm not only sacred for her, but also for my two dogs, even if they are vaccinated. 

I must admit that at first I felt so guilty of getting a puppy with a breed, when there are so many abandoned dogs that need to be adopted (my other two dogs were abandoned and we adopted them). But now, knowing she's ill, if we didn't accepted her and given a chance to live, she'll be probably dead by now.

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Hoy iba a hablar sobre ropa, estilos y esas cosas, pero la verdad es que no me siento con demasiadas ganas, y lo dejaré para otro día.

Me puse esta ropa para salir a pasear por el bosque y recoger piñas de los árboles el Domingo pasado para decorar la casa para navidad, pero aun no lo he hecho, no se si por vagancia o porque este año no siento la navidad.

Estos últimos días han sido un completo desastre, estoy muy, muy triste. El jueves pasado mi marido trajo a casa un cachorrito que le dieron porque sabían cuanto le gusta a él la raza Basset Hound. La mujer que se lo dio no es la criadora, a ella se lo dieron y luego nos lo trajo a nosotros. El perrito se supone que es de pura raza pero no lo han registrado, lo cual me parece raro (a mi en realidad me da igual la raza, me gustan mas los chuchos mestizos), y se supone que tiene todas las vacunas. Pero cuando la trajo a casa estaba en los huesos y se la veía agotada. Al día siguiente la llevamos al veterinario, y nos dijeron que tiene parvo-virus, algo terrible para los cachorros, ya que es una enfermedad mortal.

Hace dos días que está internada, y aunque está estable y no hay signos de empeoramiento, los doctores no quieren que nos ilusionemos.

Ahora no solo estoy aterrada por la perrita, sino también por nuestros otros dos perros, a pesar de estar vacunados.

Debo admitir que al principio me sentí un poco culpable por tener un cachorro de raza, habiendo tantos perros abandonados que necesitan ser adoptados (mis otros dos perros habían sido abandonados y nosotros los adoptamos). Pero ahora, sabiendo que estaba enferma, si no la hubiésemos aceptado y haberle dado la oportunidad de vivir, seguramente ahora estaría muerta.

 

 Dress: Emily Temple cute  /  Cardigan: syrup  /  Socks: Emily Temple cute  /  Boots: Primark  /  Beret: Primark  /  Scarf: Blanco  /   
Accessories: Blanco, oasap, Bijou Brigitte & ebay  /  Lips: Etude House - Dear My Blooming Lips talk RD304.